When things are bad,
we take comfort in the thought that they could always be worse.
And when they are,
we find hope in the thought that things are so bad they have to get better.

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Sunday, May 30, 2010

30-05-2010

these few daes slack at home watching drama.
huhu^.^






i like this song ^.^  



我是誰 我是誰 我是誰


作詞:廷廷 (Magic Power)
作曲:廷廷 (Magic Power)
編曲:Jae Chong

我是誰 你是否常常這樣問自己
我是誰 總是活在別人的期望裡
我是誰 是誰又擅自幫你定義了
你是誰 只有不是自己才安全

為 什麼 你以為這個世界很美麗
為什麼 你愛這個世界勝過愛自己
為什麼 這個世界不給你平等待遇
為什麼 到底做錯了什麼

朋 友都說你太 太 太奇怪
在背後把你當成笑 笑 笑話看
每一個動作都被瞎猜
他們說你是個不能容忍的存在

你想要的很 很 很簡單
不過就是最普通的 的 的平凡
誠實做自己有時候很難
但是請你勇敢的試一次看看

無論他們又說什麼 閒言閒語無法傷害我
世 界上只有一個我 沒人能代替的我
無論他們又做什麼 小動作無法打敗我
我知道自己是最美麗的
The most beautiful

會 不會 上帝把你的靈魂放錯了身體
會不會 是故意整你不是不小心
會不會 你常常都覺得力不從心
會不會 堅持要做自己太危險

憑 什麼 難道比較特別就是不對
憑什麼 先下了註解在認識之前
憑什麼 只不過想認真的活一遍
憑什麼 隨便就把人定罪

我 是誰 這個問題困擾你多少天多少夜
我是誰 誰有資格決定你怎樣才是對
我是誰 我是誰我是誰
我就是我你就是你
認真做自己的 人最美麗 




finally hols has arrived!
but its nt a hols to me.
coz i hab to work.
tmr gonna go for training~
haha.
enjoying  the remaining hrs of relaxing time=)

Friday, May 28, 2010

28-05-2010

ytd cabot sch.
hehe =p
hab celebration for Awin's 20th Birthday=)
we went to eat seoul garden.
we hab so much fun at there.
Awin: so happy wif our presents for her
(sry for secure it so tight ^.^)
Zafirah: busy snatching all the food (ltr waste her $$)
Me: looking at both of them
Tmr nid to go Sing to pass up my documents for work.
next week hab to for training 1 wk.
haha.
i din know that training gt pay yea.
so goooood^.^
thx Zafirah=)
i will earn lots of $$!!

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

26-05-2010

She's the prettiest woman in my heart.
HAPPY 50TH BIRTHDAY TO U!
I promised i will buy a bigger & tastier cake for ur 60TH birthday=)

 she's was so touched tat we secretly bought her a cake^.^
my dad abandoned us to go fishing with his buddy~
i am so grateful tat Ziwei acc me eat breakfast & go sch together =)
the taxi driver's skill was so good.
the tripod casing was rolling knocking here & there.
even the people in the car also!
+ he dunno the direction to RP.
we hab to direct him -.-
todae meet fyp with advisor. 
 many things still needs to be improve on.
 afternoon gt interview shooting.
i was camera shy -^.^-
cut. cut. cut.
face the camera forget my lines.
lucky gt awin, zaf, darren acc me while shooting =)
aftet the shooting was so tired~
awin left. 
3 of us went to eat at w1.
darren & zaf conversation was so wrong.
should take a look at her blog.
cant stop laughing~






Sunday, May 23, 2010

23-05-2010


todae woke up early!
mum and dad went s'pore.
left me and sis at home.
morning continue to do php~

 draw in the afternoon.
hab to redraw on the BIG DRAWING BLOCK.
as past few lesson i draw on the normal drawing block.
I got an A for my first time in drawing
thx zaf!
haha
but i din not follow the steps u taught me =p
nw hab to continue php-ing~
JiaYOU PowerPuff GaLS.
TO Awin:
HOPE U GET WELL SOON ^.^


不管你以后怎么道歉
都弥补不了你 对我的伤害。

Saturday, May 22, 2010

22-05-2010

no matter how much water i drank,
i still feel so thirsty.
i wish im a cactus~
stand under the sun at 1pm for filming.
nw i understand y my dear sis faint so many times during her GB marching.
To meimei: wo yao faint le!
Morning shoot video in my video class.
i was like gundu.

dunno how to operate the camera.
 Zafirah, stop laughing at me -.-
lucky gt Awin's help.
*sry for interrupting u during ur class*
Thx soo much^.^
i was so in to shooting the whole first meeting that i wasn't listening to sasi.
oops...
i only saw
the SMALL mike(i mean the wireless mike) - - - - - - - - - - - - -  so cute~
 but sad.
our team's one doesn't work =(
we hab to use the BIG mike.
6 person manpower was POWERRR~
haha.
After sch we continue our shooting of After School's Life in RP.
haha. standing right in front of the entrance path of RP. 
cooooools~
GOOD JOB TEAM!
hahaha.
Luff my POWERPUFF GIIRLS =)
tmr gonna go interview!
haha.
wait for the good news tmr.
Reporting by Pei Xuan from GET IT.
Do u GET IT??





Thursday, May 20, 2010

19-05-2010

went sch at 4. 
169 was long queue todae. 
in the queue there is a gal asking me to look behind.
sry Zafirah!
i thgt u were kidding me =P
haha.
todae ut....sSs.
like first 3 qns im struck.
skip skip skip.
but in the end still hab to go back & complete the qns.
='(
after sch help Limei wif her pd.
Zaf and Ruiqi was talking abt waffle.
makes me hungry.
but sad. 
 "NO FOOD" + security guard in lib =(

My dearest 6H pretty gals are here^.^
we hab lots of NG takes.

 aiyo .cant c shingxuan and my face. 


suxin is missing??


we were so happy, finally all r in the camera =)


say cheese~ waffle!


Happy Five Friends^.^


tmr gonna shoot videos at my class.
gonna be a busy dae~
awin and zaf tell me rbr to press the record button.
okay, i will try and rbr to.
haha.
hope tat zaf can cum early=)
sweet dreams gal.
wake up early kk.
i will wait for u^.^






Sunday, May 16, 2010

16-05-2010

i was talking to the sql the whole dae.
please please work.
at last it heard my pray. 
i din not vanish my effort of giving up tv's show.
I am catching Shrek 3 nw. 
he's ear so cute.
my sis sae maybe water can cum out from there like pipe.
ahahaha.
aw..
i like the cat.
so cute so innocent.
like me=p
tmr drawing~
thinking of tat makes me sad.
 straight B.
i will strive for the ut then.
ask us to bring hairdryer to sch. 
so weird~
 think tmr can go class dry hair lo.
this whole wk will be a busy dae.
lots of things to be done.
uts. interviews. website.
my characters for 3D haben draw yet =x
muz complete b4 thur.
aja aja fighting To mY dearest FYP TeAMs~


Wednesday, May 12, 2010

12-05-2010

channel 8 new show,我在你左右 was nice.
nw catching my fav channel U, 败犬女王.
hehe^.^
todae is wed =.=
yes.
fyp meeting.
I was so touched that Zafirah woke up so early todae
to eat breakfast together at mac.
thx eh!
& so sry Awin!
i din tell her tat we suppose to meet at cwp nt sch =(
our advisor todae was like so nice todae,
dunno y.
but at the same time more & more things to be done.
time is getting lesser & lesser.
we can survive through team~
JIAYOU!
afternoon gt a free movie treat by best frenz, Zafirah~
so happy^.^
3 of us(zaf & deavi, me) watched IRON MAN 2.
gt popcorn, drinks & free toy!!
paiseh to my 2 dear frenz, i muz be eating like hungry ghost.
my chair was full of popcorn after the movie.
the popcorn was so yummy =)
thumbs up.
haha.
deavi & me was so happy wif the toy. 
we were like kids, she take one dae to play.
next dae is my turn to play.
zaf cant stand it.
her face. hahaha^.^
after the movie met wif Ziwei.
she was like so picky.
dunno wanna eat wat.
went into mos burger sae wanna eat mac.
i gt free fries again.
todae is my lucky dae.
everything free.
hope everydae is like todae^.^
need to plan out schedule nw.
ut . fyp . pd . driving . working
  aja aja fighting!


Wednesday, May 5, 2010

05-05-2010

juz nw acc mom to woodlands polyclinic=)
hab our breakfast at there.
followed by second round at OLD TOWN!!
haha~
both of us was like so full but still manage to stuff the IPOH Hor Fun in to our tummy.
then when around to shop at city square. 
saw the pink Everlast shoes which Ziwei & me was thinking of buying.
but i din buy in the end.
the girl ask me to try on the shoes & i told her i wanted size 8.
she insist saying that this size u can fit in.
i told her i wan 8(coz i knew i cant fit in)!
 she sae tat this shoes will be loosen after u wash it a few times.
  i tried to wear the size 7.
&
i cant fit in.
i know tat my feet  is hard to find my giant shoes
juz wanted to try my luck.
but in the end still cant wear=(
 then she keep asking me to look at other shoes-.-
shoes shoes shoes.
making me feel more sad.
ytd was Illustration.
crop photos and put human in the shoes.


saw me?
haha.
nw catching new drama series: 灰姑娘的姐姐
huhu..
~striving hard on FYP and my poor PD now~

Monday, May 3, 2010

03-05-2010

i am having a headache nw. 
the weather hot and cold makes me feel sick.
morning was like sunshine, afternoon is like raining cats and dogs.
todae do drawings=)
my hand at the side is black after i done all the shading.
Stephanie's hand was also black but shiny eh=p
haha.

here's my drawing. 

finally get a proper A2 size sketchbook. 
nid to find a nice clothing for it.
i was so jealous of Hin Ghee's sketchbook bag. 
so nice.
i also wanna get one.
Mummy, plz plz help me sew one^.^
Afternoon hab RP's Aikido 2nd trial(last trial). 
there's more than expected who turn out for this trial.
haha.
there were a few who came back after the 1st trial.
the rest is new comers i think.
Unexpectedly, 
Zafirah & Awin came too.
ahaha.
so happy=)
i thought they were bluffing me but they turned up=)
Ah Pei- Zaf: If u join back Silat, i go with u for the trial kk.
hehe^.^
Ah Pei-Awin: If ur BF bully u, can use the technique that your learn todae. jk=p
(it's name is Nikkyo lock)
hope that u gals din injury yourself just now^.^
i gt a free cheesecake to eat. dun jealous kk.
hehe.
It's from Zaf and Awin's classmate.
I dunno her, but i heard abt her.
she's a gal who dun pay attention to class but was enthusiastic in cake recipe.  
hardworking gal. but i think she entered the wrong course eh.
haha. her cake taste nice. but juz that the look is nt nice
& if the bottom is Oreo crust would be prefect.
haha.
hope that i will get free cake again next time eh.
Zaf & Awin- rbr to leave some for me k^.^
This week schedule is gonna be very tight and tiring.
hoping that weekends would cum soon.
only first dae of the week jiu think of weekends eh.
haha.
salute to weekends!

Sunday, May 2, 2010

02-05-2010

Today was drag up by my mum early in the morning -.-
i was still in my dream  zZZ...
Fat Nenek came from KL as it's public hols =p
When i saw her sitting on the wheelchair, i was so shocked & sad.
last time she came here still able to walk by herself.
but this time she needs to sit on wheelchair le. 
Hope that her health will get better^.^
fetch her to eat nasi briyani at taman u for lunch=)
she was so happy and touching that i can drive. haha.. 
coz she still thinks that im a little gal lol=p
as usual, Nenek won't miss the chance of going to shopping(Giant!).
yes, again!
she was so happy that she bought her instant currypuff(epok-epok).
haha.
me and my sis was like carrying the stuff so heavy
(2 big packets of cat food and 1 big packet of cat's sand).
thx sis! acc me together todae^.^
and sorry for dragging u up after mummy drag me.
haha=)
Then went straight home after having lunch. 
Around 4plus when to Nenek's house.
Fat Nenek's youngest cucu was so cute.
he is 2 years old.
&
looks like small micheal jackson. 
haha.
he keep playing around with me and he speaks German words.
coz he still dunno how to speak accurately.
5 plus they left and went back to KL. 
And I start to do what i shall do todae!
My PD is half dead. 
so im rescuing it like nw.
Zafirah, dun worry kk. 
i am at the same pace as u.
nth inside my pd too.so empty.
haha^.^
past few weeks were busy with school reopening 
& forgot to upload photos taken during my birthdae=)
Create a college.
hehe.
here it is.



thanks for those we attend my small party. 
haha.
esp my bff all the way from singapore.
i noe im nt a good tour guide.
but i hope u enjoy the few daes at jb.
haha.
hope to cya soon. 
this time i bring u to seat xuan zhuan mu ma and pasar malam kk.
lol.
tomorrow starts sch at 12pm.
hip hip hurray!
& its drawing class=)
  hope can get my sketch book tomorrow.
nites^.^